Re: Feeling that you are useless?

by **Rage** Mon Mar 23, 2009 2:45 am

OK... Now I need to pop in. What's wrong Lucy? You seem waaaaay too down on yourself lately. Maybe we can help?

by **Winnie** Mon Mar 23, 2009 2:49 am

You mentioned somthing about your hand hurting... are you ok?

by Lucy Mon Mar 23, 2009 9:34 am

@winnie:my hand was hurting cause i was punch my wall.

@rage:there's nothing you really can do,it's my fault.

p.s. i think i might quit this clan,not permenatly maybe for a few days but untill then i might see you guys(and girls) around hell i'll probably even pm you guys cause i got nothing to do,but anyway this was fun while it lasted,love you guys

~lucy

by Bertran Mon Mar 23, 2009 10:07 am

well, if thats what you REALLY want to do......I think we can help in a way tho.....

by BBZERO Mon Mar 23, 2009 1:15 pm

awww we need a barber in the regulars who is going to give me my crazy hair cuts.

(even though you dont)
tell ya what lucy when ever both of us are on aqw find me idc i have tons of people you should meet that are crazyer then me that are not in the regs

besides
IM THE MENTALLY UNSTABEL GUILD MEMBER NOT YOU! Evil or Very Mad

your suposed to be ....well...I dont know you that well but if the one and only bunny babrber leaves the regs ill be sad

by pk494 Mon Mar 23, 2009 8:01 pm

For the record BB...I'm the mentally unstable member, but no one knows it, because mentally unstable people don't tend to announce that...also, there's like a 90% chance that I'm going back to the hospital soon...And no, not for any kind of physical injury or illness...

by **Winnie** Tue Mar 24, 2009 1:47 am

Oh my dearness.
Crying or Very sad

Guys, if you leave to the hospital or somthing im gonna miss you. (AH! Should I really be hanging out with mentally unstable people??)

by Kaotic Tue Mar 24, 2009 2:55 am

Aww no's, the last thing we want is Lucy depressed :( , I'm serious, I've seen what it can do, my oldest brother went into major depression for one and a half years, Its was bad

by **Winnie** Tue Mar 24, 2009 3:09 am

Lucy, I have to sing a song in chorus:

The Lord needs all of us, you and me,
and he loves us very much yes-siree.

That's not the whole song, but you get the just.
I sing it when i'm feeling useless.
PLEASE DON'T GO DEPRESSED! I'D MISS THAT HAPPY LITTLE BUNNY GIRL THAT WOULD GO AROUND BEATING BE IN SHOWDOWNS! I DON'T CARE IF YOU FEEL BAD ABOUT YOURSELF! YOU ROCK!

by pk494 Tue Mar 24, 2009 8:23 am

I'm slightly less depressed...I managed to avoid being sent back to the hospital...I don't think I could have handled that again...And also, 1.5 years isn't all that long a time to be depressed...At least, it doesn't seem like it to me...

by Kaotic Tue Mar 24, 2009 1:44 pm

It isn't but, my brother went close to losing sanity

Lucy: Or even for anyone, this mya not be your way, but, try doing a single pray to God, I promise, if you mean it, you will feel better. God loves everyone of us, because he made us ^_^

by **Winnie** Tue Mar 24, 2009 7:09 pm

Yes! Especially in a time of lent. Lent is a time to wash our sins away.

by Lucy Wed Mar 25, 2009 12:55 am

hey guys lucy here(duh they can see the sigh thing over there) i tried praying but it only made me think of more memories i would've prefered to keep locked away forever,but i saw some of your post and i saw that some of you were sad,if it really makes you sad,mad.ect.that i am well its not right of me to be sad then,so i guess what im saying is that i am feeling better a lot bettter now that i've talked about a few things so i am feeling a lot better thanks for all you suport! love you guys Feeling that you are useless? - Page 3 908799

Feeling that you are useless? - Page 3 908799

~lucy

by BBZERO Wed Mar 25, 2009 1:47 am

YAY

I DID SOMETHING RIGHT FOR ONCE tongue

BESIDES YOUR THE ONLY OTHER PERSON I CNA CALL bb NOW ALL WE NEED IS CC DD EE AND ECT

by **Winnie** Wed Mar 25, 2009 3:56 am

ha... reminds me of a song.. (BB's First Rock Tune)

YEAS LUCY IS STAYING!!!

by Pooks Thu Mar 26, 2009 1:45 am

Yeay. I'm having a bad week too. Lent is a good time to try and set things right...but it can be a time when bad things come out that you have stuffed down, too...I think this is what you felt when you prayed, maybe, Luce.
It kind of makes you soft, and things melt a lil and some things float to the surface...sometimes they're ugly things.
Sometimes you have to mourn for the loss of something, or feel sorry and bad for a bad thing that happened, etc. It feels sad or bad in some way, but after you've had a bit of a cry it can feel better somehow, or maybe you just feel drained, and that can feel ok too...

I got really mad and upset about something, and I realized the person I was upset with couldn't probably understand, even if he wanted to and even if I explained...so maybe it wasn't fair for me to get angry at him for not understanding. Which made me feel angry again. lol, around and around we go...

Lent reminds me that I'm not perfect, I need to quit expecting and wanting others to be perfect, and I just need to not go with The Enemy when that little nasty voice tells me I'm somehow smarter, wiser, or better in some way...everyone is the same as me in the most basic ways: we are all unique, unrepeatable, and free, and we're all in this together.

One of my favorite quotes and what I would have in my signature, if we had 'em:
"Let us be neither hasty nor tardy, and let us always be ready to make a new start. If you fall, rise up. If you fall again, rise up again." St. Peter of Damascus, ~1196 AD

by **Winnie** Thu Mar 26, 2009 3:14 am

Hmmm... pooks, thank you. =)
Your not perfect, but your one of the closest people I personally know. (Or, at least you dont post im-perfectly.) Does that make sense?

by vorn Sun Mar 29, 2009 1:24 pm

I like to think of this quote when I am feeling useless:

"Angels can fly because they take themselves lightly."
~G.K. Chesterton

It helps me bear the dark cloud that comes with every silver lining

also, i think it helps me to put things into perspective, God could just as easily not made me in this world. Yet he did, and for a reason, yet if i think of myself too important to laugh at, then i am handling life way too seriously.

by **Winnie** Sun Mar 29, 2009 8:09 pm

Yeah, that too. Often I feel kinda sad or depressed, but since the regulars got here there is ALWAYS a friend around to cheer me up.

by Pooks Tue Mar 31, 2009 3:50 am

Isn't that great? Yay for teh intarweb!

by **Winnie** Tue Mar 31, 2009 5:22 am

yeaps.
The interweb is good when you have good people. GOOD PPL FTW. BAD PPL can have the poopsite effect though, they can make you feel depressed. happens all the time. For me, I know i'm more uber than "Caprin Roltih 2" the lvl 1 dude with the deafualt sword. (He callin ME a noob??) Just look on the bright side of life. When i'm feeling lonley, I read the DN. their funny stories always make me laugh!

SIDE NOTE: OOohhhhohoHHooo... 1200 user points...

by **Flaw of Insanity** Tue Mar 31, 2009 9:49 am

Uselessness can suck, but on the occasion where it makes you try harder is good, but these are rare.

Like today, now I happen to be skinny, to the point where some people think I'm anorexic (I'm not, only my arms are that skinny). A lot of people in my class tell me to eat something, where I probably eat a lot more than them (when ever I go to people's houses they compliment the fact that I eat everything), it makes me feel kinda useless, but I'm not going to go and eat to try get fatter, and have a heart attack.
Then, I felt useless kinda in sport because I can't catch very well. Then I tried and I succseded to the point where I failed. But I was good for a small bit.

by Drwho Tue Mar 31, 2009 10:14 am

hmn....Now this is rare....I'm posting something,I find my self feeling...empty.
I wounder if that ties into this topic...

by **Winnie** Tue Mar 31, 2009 7:36 pm

......ok?

I'm bad at sports too. I'm short. Everybody hates my personality, just becuase i'm different. When I try to play basketball, BLAM. Nobody passes to me beucase I just drop it. THAT HAPPENED ONCE. The other time in that month I got passed the ball I slam-dunked it. Like I said, People don't like me! That is kinda why I like onliine stuff so much; nobody has talent. You work for what you earn. And I like that. =)

by Earthx Wed Apr 01, 2009 3:46 am

same winnie, about every thing

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