All dead... gone...

by Secret Sych Fri May 01, 2009 10:37 am

Tonight... Is my last expected night to live... Tonight-early tomorrow... I'm gone... Dead. So I'd like to say good bye The Regulars... Especially to the surviving (so-to-speak) members of "The Regulars" (WITH quotation marks... you know who you are)... But I'm sure this will all blow over as soon as I post this... heh... Goodbye.

by Celestial Messenja Fri May 01, 2009 11:18 am

Sych, if you get back on to read this any time before the end, know that I, and really all of the rest of us, will DEEPLY miss you. I know you never really considered any of us friends, but I always considered myself to be your friend, even if you wouldn't acknowledge it. I'm still praying for you.

Your Friend,
Tyler

by Lucy Fri May 01, 2009 12:01 pm

good bye sych...rest in peace

by **Rage** Fri May 01, 2009 2:04 pm

Goodbye. You wont be forgotten.

by Kaotic Fri May 01, 2009 2:27 pm

*silence* If you read this Sych, I have never known you, and it deeply depresses me too think that a reg is gone, I did not know you, but I will miss you like we all do, I will continue to pary for you

From Levi

by **Winnie** Fri May 01, 2009 6:31 pm

I am too late.... ou posted it yesterday so I know you wont read this... Which is making my heart cry. You PM'd me and asked "Why? Why do you miss me? You always were the least happy when I was there...." Well, the response is that I love anyone and everyone of the regulars.... and its especially bad when you knew them well, and they brought you and all your friends together. I don't have many friends outside the regulars, and without the regulars, I don't know where i'd be.
So To sum that up, I never really realized how much you meant to me until it was too late. You always reminded me of me, in real life, never talking to anyone much, sitting off in a corner minding your own business. Maybe that was the reason I hated you. I just realized how much I owe you... and everyone else. Secret Sych, you'll be in my prayers tonight... when you reach the big city in the clouds, I'll know your ok.

I looked in the Bible, but there was little advice for me. I found this:

The Bible wrote:
13Brothers, we do not want you to be ignorant about those who fall asleep, or to grieve like the rest of men, who have no hope. 14We believe that Jesus died and rose again and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him. 15According to the Lord's own word, we tell you that we who are still alive, who are left till the coming of the Lord, will certainly not precede those who have fallen asleep. 16For the Lord himself will come down from heaven, with a loud command, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first. 17After that, we who are still alive and are left will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And so we will be with the Lord forever

That is really all I can say, and I will mourn your death... along with al the other regulars. I hope to see you in haven.

I will miss you,
Winnie Howard Brave

Also, Pooky, now would be the time for some unwanted advice...

by Bertran Fri May 01, 2009 10:20 pm

I said it ingame last night and now, tho you wont read it I'll say it here: Goodbye Sych

by vorn Sat May 02, 2009 2:59 am

rest in peace, i will pray for your family

by Earthx Sat May 02, 2009 4:33 am

...*sigh* to bad life isnt like a disney movie were every one turns out ok in the end but that would be silly

by **Ryzaa** Sat May 02, 2009 5:40 am

I really wish I got to know you better Sych....

by V Sat May 02, 2009 9:37 am

Goodbye Sych =/
May you go to Heaven, Be rich, or Reincarnate... Or whatever you believe in.
-Josh/Vamp

(Will be locking all Sych topics tomorrow afternoon.)

by **Juliana** Sat May 02, 2009 1:33 pm

I'm just... floored. Shocked

I don't know what to say. I don't even know what to think. (Other than "Maybe I should pray for a very, very long time tonight.") Did he die? Why? It just seems wrong somehow...

And reading all the things about "his family hates him and he has no friends" that were in the other thread... I can barely imagine what that would be like. I'm looking at it in my head, and it looks an awful lot like all the worst times in my life together. I was abused in school for a few months once, but my faith and my family pulled me through (and ultimately pulled me out.) There was one point at another time when I started thinking about committing suicide ("started" being the operative word; it was only half a thought every once in a while) but my faith and my friends gave me something to live for.

I never even met Sych, so I suppose I get to offer a slightly more detached viewpoint. (As detached as any storyteller could get in this situation, at least; which is why I used the word slightly.) The small good thing to come out of this is that we learn to appreciate just how much we have in life. I personally am realizing just how blessed I am to be able to connect with people and form friendships, particularly given the fact that I technically have a disability in that area. I'm realizing how blessed I am to have a family that loves me. I'm realizing how much my friends have always meant to me, and how much I've always depended on them. I couldn't live without my friends.

Even now, I'm going to hope for a miracle. I know it's probably too late, but I'm going to hope that something happened. That's the only thing I can give, really, but I want to give something. So I'll give the hope of a miracle to save something thought to be beyond saving. It's all I have. I know there's more to say, but I do not know how to say it now. For now, all I can say is this:

Sych, may God bless you and guide you into His arms even now.

Wow, I intended to be brief. I guess God guided my hands, because my short little "I don't know what to say" somehow turned into a great big essay.... I feel a little better now. God showed me how to write it through, which helped me figure out what I'm feeling about this, and I believe that He can and does do much more. I'll hold on to my faith through this. I know it'll help me, and I hope it helps everyone else, too.

by pk494 Sat May 02, 2009 11:08 pm

Knowing that your beliefs are practically the same as mine, I won't ever speak to you again unless we're both wrong. And if we are both wrong, when we get where we're going we'll be suffering too much to speak. Oh well. Let's just hope we're right.

by Nori the Healer Sun May 03, 2009 2:23 am

good bye sych

by **Winnie** Sun May 03, 2009 6:56 am

For some reason, on friday, I never felt that he was really gone. mabye it was just me, but it somehow still seems that his soul is still here, beside me, in sleep. I wonder... when we die... can the souls of the dead come back to us? Mabye you stay here for a time before you go to heaven. I don't know, it just seems wrong to me...

Why is this? Does anyone else feel this too? I'm confused...

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