Xusha's Poems

by Xusha Sun Jun 05, 2011 10:32 am

The Heart

The heart is cold and starving.
As if forgotten or lost.
To the dark, succumbing isolation.

The golden eyes of the black crow.
Diamonds and devils lining up the streets.
A wild bear, covered in golden honey.
Ich bin allein.

The heart is beating.
The hand trembles.
The hunter is marching here.
Yet none can see his trail.

Pouring vinegar into the vials of life.
A new face appears.
It carries a smile.
Estoy feliz.

The heart is burning.
The hand stops trembling.
The hunter surrenders.
So love comes again.

The warm fur of the wolf.
The heart of the lion.
The lives of the kitty.
Je suis complet.

Angel

Their words could move mountains.
Their voice could end wars.
Their looks inspire models.
Their smile so precious.
Their thoughts so sincere.
Their mind so complex.
Their thoughts so diverse.
Their love is so tender.
Though I wouldn't know.
Their beauty is everlasting, in and out.
It just goes to show.
I think I'm in love.
I'm in love with an angel.

by Xusha Sun Jun 05, 2011 9:49 pm

Running of the wolves

Just over the horizon
The running of the wolves.
Their feet move in a perfect tempo.
All following their leader.
The alpha a female.
Though none would dare dispute.
She's taken her share of beatings.
She's taken her share of pain.
But despite all of her trials.
She leads with gentle truth.
I will never forget that day.
That eventful, healing day.
The running of the wolves.

by Xusha Tue Jun 07, 2011 5:39 am

Untitled

When they met she was seventeen.
And like a black rose, with early bloom.
They both knew, that it was but their dream.
He held her close, in her gloom.
And then she said...

What's tomorrow without you...
I'm not sure I'll see it through...
There's so much left for me to do...
Is this a final farewell?
Regardless... I wish you well...

Her strength it faded, through and through.
But he never failed to help, failed to try.
As the snow fell, cold and shrew.
Until the day she said, "This is when I die."
He silently replied...

What's tomorrow without you...
I'm not sure I'll see it through...
There's so much left for you to do...
Is this a final farewell?
Regardless... I wish you well...

And then she replied...

I'll always be by your side...
Even if I die right here....
There is no reasons to hide.
I hope I've made myself clear...
This is not a final farewell...
I'll always be with you...
Through heaven, or through hell.
I will see your life through.
I love you through my final breath...
I love you... I love you to death...

by Xusha Wed Jul 06, 2011 4:16 am

Untitled

My Angel
She's trying always to find me.
When she's right here beside me.
From the bad things she'll hide me.
Of the good she'll remind me.
There are so many ways I could say it...
But I'd rather portray it.

Mi ángel
Tu amor es un tesoro.
Un amor que atesoro para siempre.
No olvidaré nunca.
Tu amor tan perfecto.

Meum Angelus
Recordatus sum fortitudine.
Recordatus sum amor.
Et memini vestri vox.
Donec nulla amor Meum Angelus.

V kachestve podarka dlya vas...
Thank you very much.
M goi.
Muchos gracias.
Merci.
Dank u wel.
Danke Schön
Spasiba
Gratias ago...
Moĭa angela.

by Xusha Sun Jul 17, 2011 11:26 am

Стремительное движение крови.
Падение небес.
Еще один день.
Помоги мне. Помоги мне.
Пульсирующий мечты.
Густые облака.
Другое падение.
Помоги мне. Помоги мне.
Скрытие Луны.
Алая кровь.
Последний день.
Забудь меня... Простите меня...

by Xusha Sun Jul 17, 2011 12:12 pm

Die Chronik der Geschichte, es ist so schnell wie ein Blinken von einem Augen. Der Dämon singt das geben von wörtern ohne ein versprechen.

Another long day,
There are no words left to say.
I sit once again all alone.
Atop of my thorned throne.

I had it all, all in the palm of my hands.
You twisted and turned it, as only you can.
There comes the point, I must admit.
When I saw your face, I had the urge to hit.
Your angels left, your angels right.
They never once helped in your plight.
You couldn't handle another night.
You took her away, away in fright.
But you took it all away.

When she took that awful test...
Of the result I was distressed...
The thought of an infant?
She regretted it in an instant...
You aren't worth anything.
All you do well is bringing pain.
Well, isn't that a shame?
How dare you be my seed.
I'm so ashamed of you, my breed.
Your Mother did wrong, to take you away.
I just want one another... Just one more day.
You already know, you don't get a say.
But you took it all away.

Sitting here... All alone.
Sitting here... A man forlorn.
I have no friends, near or far.
I did too much, that final scar.
Your rage... A rare, deep magenta.
The insults to your angel Benka.
They seemed to be just too much.
With all of this, it seems that such.
My legacy, you won't forget.
I've made half of your lives a huge regret.
Something your angels did not protect.
So do me one thing, tell me why...
Why for them, you love and try...
As I give my final goodbye.
My intent, no point to hide.
Sip the devil's wine, in suicide.
Cross my heart and hope to die.
See the struggle in your eye.
But you took it all away.

Now I ask, your injured dove.
Will it ever find you love?
I will watch you, dead and pale.
I will watch your greatest fail.
How can you say you love each other...
When their heart is owned by another?
Here I leave, a broken Father.
Here I leave, my worthless Daughter.
Whoever could love you?
They must be worthless too.
A sufferer of schizophrenia.
Now goodbye, pathetic Kseniya.
Be glad that you took it all away.

Now I ask your broken heart.
How long until it's torn apart?
I anxiously await...
Your blackened fate.
For you, it is too late.
Their heart is in a happier state.
Without your love to date.
You'll be alone, your heart's estate.
I'll always think that this is great.
Now I count the days, your hour draws near.
Live out your days in fear.
When you love, the end is clear.
Severe.
Вдали от благодати.
Мир в ад.
Вы взяли все это.

The Chronicle of History; it is as fast as the blink of an eye. The demon sang, giving words without any promise.

by Xusha Mon Jul 18, 2011 10:54 am

I'm thinking of back then...
But I hear your voice again...
My barrier becomes thin.
I try to shout, though when.
My voice is falling in.
Discarded by my sin.
My heart will never win.

Hiding under the worn old bed.
I'm hearing clunky footsteps tread.
The chills down my back, they quickly spread
All of the things you've said.
I'm fairly sure you'll make me dead.
Sanity slipping, already thinner than a thread.

The door's revealing light.
So chilling in the night.
When dragged out, I realize just how bright.
Thrown onto the bead with all of your might.
You tied the ropes so very tight.
I'd never known such true fright.
I can tell, not only from the breath, the alcohol wasn't lite.

No matter how much I struggle and scream.
No matter how unreal these things may seem.
I cannot wake, this hellish dream.
What exactly does it mean?

I then awake with thoughts bizarre.
Was it then, that I got this scar?
Bloody sheets, smell of cheap cigar.
Was it a similar fate of the Czar?
Lights are off, door's ajar.
I want to run... So very far.

by Xusha Thu Jul 21, 2011 7:46 am

"Is anybody watching...? Hello...?"

An old field is calling me
Dropping golden tears of dew
It's high time I reappear
Yeah... That's what I'll do.

I'm tired of the unfamiliar roads.
Too many people, and they're smelling gross.
Could this really be my home?
Or am I here, all alone...
I'm returning... Returning to my home...

I could tell you about distant lands...
From Albuquerque all the way to Japan...
Lands without a Winter...
Lands where there is no real winner...
Lands where the buildings reach to the sky...
Lands where you live to gamble and try...
Lands with boundless sand....
Lands with an ocean's stand.
These are not my land.

...The best in the world
Just as history has foretold.
If you can survive this cold.
You'll find yourself... Top of the world.

Моя Россия.
Моя Любовь.
Моя Печали.
Мой дом.

Царство грез
Земля царей
Земля любви
Земля Земля
Моя Россия.

by Xusha Sat Jul 23, 2011 11:48 am

только

я проснулся
Другим кошмаром
Я не жалуюсь
Во мне, снежинки замерзали.
Прости
Иди...
Ступай...
Опять я обнимаю пустоту.

Hard to hide, deep inside.
Encore une fois...

я проснулся
Согреть сердце хотела
К тебе руки тянула
И снова боль
К тебе руки тянула
напрасно
Я обжигала руки без тебя
О лед разлуки

by Xusha Wed Aug 03, 2011 8:34 am

For me it's time to go.
Why? I think you know.
Watching you give in to intimidation...
It has brought me much frustration.
That's why I'm giving this... My resignation.

Throwing away all of my hopes and dreams,
No matter what, I've lost all means.
It is more than it seems.
Nobody can hear my many screams.

So even now, I try to hide.
My feelings, living deep inside.
I'd never say.. I've too much pride.

So even now, I try to live.
My feelings, I want to give...
I cannot say... Please forgive.

by Xusha Tue Aug 09, 2011 8:15 am

Why... Why did you vanish?
You had it all...
You let it all go so suddenly.
You had so much power, and yet...
Why did you disappear...
...And where did you go?
Where... Where are you now?

Though I'm said to be cold and stern.
I'm actually just listening closely.
I don't really mean...

I really know there's much for me left to learn.
You actually don't understand... Mostly...
Forget it...

I am proud of the things that I can make.
Though they're costly and time consuming.
I'd always give a thousand percent more than I'd take.
That's why...

Even though they say that I'm somebody that's great.
They all just turn and walk away.
I'd never express my true feelings.
Nobody cares what I have to say.
So go back to your private dealings.

только
только один again.
только

только
только один again.
только

People say I'm too shy and scared.
They haven't seen the bad, lived the worst.
That's why I have to be prepared...
I always refuse to back down first.

только
только один again.
только

только
только один again.
только

...до свидания

Can... Can you see me?
You've been gone... So long.
I miss your laugh, your smile.
You were my closest friend.
And you were a bro for life.
What... What happened?
Where are you now?
Прощайте...
Why?

by Xusha Tue Aug 09, 2011 8:30 am

So delicate, so refined...
You have the rose of roses, so divine.
Charmed by your smile and bewitched by your beauty before.
Your presence is hard for me to ignore.
I would approach me and share my love.
Because you're who I'm thinking of.

Tentant de les cueillir pour les porter à mon coeur,
Mais leurs épines m’apportèrent tant de douleurs.
Ou bien bander mes plaies, oublier ma peur,
Pour un jour peut-être, t’offrir une fleur.

by Xusha Fri Aug 26, 2011 5:09 am

Finale?

You can tell me what to say.
You can tell me what to do.
Though I doubt that I would care.
Because I'd done it all for you.

Will tomorrow soon appear?
Can I make it through this night?
Because the only thing I fear.
Is escaping from the light.

Is it pain or am I glad?
Should I stay or should I go?
Would either make you sad?
Could I ever even know?

You can tell me what to say.
You can tell me where to go.
Though I doubt that I would care.
But I'd never even know.

No matter what I do.
There is no more turning back.
Changes must go through.
Before it all fades to black.

Maybe it's all a dream.
Maybe none of it is real.
If things are as they seem.
Why tell you how I feel?

Or perhaps an illusion?
Easily escaped?
Or is such a delusion...
Simply just my fate?

I'm tired of the pain.
Of the agony inside.
There's nothing left to gain.
And there's nothing left to hide.

You can tell me what to say.
You can tell me how as well.
Though I doubt that I would care.
All that's left of me's a shell.

No matter what I do.
With just one more false step.
Changes will go through.
There will be nothing of me left.

Could you tell me who you are?
Could you tell me who I am?
Will I make it really far?
Could you tell me if I can?

You can't tell me what to say.
You can't tell me what to think.
Because I know that I would care.
I know that I won't sink.

No matter what I do.
Without the proper prep.
My dreams won't come true.
So I need to take that step.

by Xusha Wed Oct 05, 2011 11:32 pm

(Note: This is written in the style of Greek Epics, plays, songs, and so on. Therefore, it's pretty... Epic!)

～Ο βασιλιάς και Xusha～ (The King and Xusha)

"Oh? Traveler? You ask me how the Great Kingdom was formed...?
Very well, I shall sing to you the tale... The tale of the King and Xusha..."

The Stellar Knight, marching in darkness.
With extraordinary power, though seemingly harmless.
From an abandoned history.
Her past shrouded in mystery.
This forerunner, very strong and well-spoken.
But what did she really leave? Fortune, or perhaps... Misfortune?

The Noble King, his bold declaration.
of this great Kingdom, he laid the foundation.
Another year of war.
Conquest he knew for sure.
He understood the game.
For it always was the same.
He rose from the flood.
The one of royal blood.
This, our Noble King.

With her crimson hair, and her opaque eyes,
Xusha took the world by surprise.
Without being noticed, the Stellar Knight preformed her task.
All that was needed, was for the King to ask.

「Xusha… Ποτέ δεν θα ξεχάσουμε…」(Xusha… Poté den tha xechásoum... [Xusha... You shall never forget...])

Her crimson hair fluttering in the wind.
She's vanquishing all, no matter who they'd send.
Run, Xusha, for the sake of our King.
Run, Xusha, destroy all they bring.

Soon they'll hear the Requiem played.
By her sharp, silver blade.
Fight, Xusha, prosper onto eternity.
Fight, Xusha, you will be remembered... Surely...

The Stellar Knight, that devours all that wars bring.
The battlefield, that is filled her scorched, bloody scene.
The King who shouts madly, whom knows what it will mean.
The bodies pile up, filling the ravine.
The paradise promised, which has yet to be seen.

Φωνές των νεκρών. (Fonés ton nekrón. [Voices of the dead.])
"―――Damn you, Xusha!"
The disharmony of the loyal spawn.

ατελείωτες επιθυμία. (ateleíotes epithymía. [Endless desire.])
"―――You monster, Xusha!"
The burning grudge of γαῖα. (Gaía, the Earth personified as a Goddess)

After this no one was left.
All who opposed had been met with death.
The Stellar Knight still standing strong.
Although the battles were hard and long.
The Noble King had grown old and ill.
Though of his pride this could not kill.
For how many men can see their wish fulfilled?

「Xusha… Ποτέ δεν θα ξεχάσουμε… (Xusha… Poté den tha xechásoume… [Xusha... You will never forget]
You shall always win, no matter the toils.
Stand on the land of wars and turmoils,
Protect this Kingdom, kill our foes.
You are the Stellar Knight that everyone knows.
No matter how many battles you should endure...
You will continue to win, continue to conquer!
you shall never lose...」

The Noble King then demised.
He left the entire world surprised.
Then closed his eyes, closed his lips.
He ordered back his battle-ships.
In the times of war and storm,
He was the King that was forlorn.
In this moment, he knew his loneliness.
Though he died with stubborn bliss.

It is said... That his death left a curse.
That perhaps, the current of times will soon reverse...

"So... Was it destiny that Xusha fought?
or it was Xusha who had chosen to fight?
We can never know, for this truth is outside of our knowledge...
And thus... This is the tale of The King and Xusha."

"Wait... Then what happened to Xusha?"

"Isn't that obvious? The Stellar Knight lives on, in you and me."

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